lonely walkin

<sub>lonely walkin
to tomorrow
but tomorrows yesterday
how come to erase my sorrow
theres always a price to pay?

i been lonely walking
this road for what felt like a long time
of course, the temporal becomes relative
when a bit of your heart dies

i admit, it dont feel right
afraid to hit the basement, stay in the minarets
knocking poltergeists back from the parapets
hear em screaming like wilhelm to their death

used to lonely walkin
hearing only myself talkin
with the ghosts of my past that wanted destiny swappin
while im hawkin gold records like chris walken

i gotta figure out what to do
now that loving yous just loving a statue
under the sun theres nothing new
i looked to the moon, but my dreams are see-through

lonely walkin
to tomorrow
but tomorrows yesterday
how come to erase my sorrow
theres always a price to pay?

i been lonely walkin
tryna pause monopolies like free parkin
on the breeze hear the trees talkin
they tell me, cover holes in my walls, like sheetrockin

im being honest, i need a promise
ill meet you one day, not only every sunday
a crystal ball aint even enough to see it coming
been clean so long but its like im blunted
the futures blurry

but i dont worry, man i dont freak out
even though elites tryna take me down
cuz even if the sweet lord takes me now
then what do i got to cry about?
(think about it)

im counting on greeting you
marking days off the calendar like people used to do
touching you, kissing you, hugging you
cuz i knew youd never be untrue

lonely walkin
to tomorrow
but tomorrows yesterday
how come to erase my sorrow
theres always a price to pay?

now im lonely walkin
through the barricades in my way blockin
the lane to you they say im jaywalkin
on top of streets i never made, or even wanted

but i dont need permission to kick it
straight to business
and you made my shit list
communicative fitness, articulated
you need forgiveness, like parents late for Christmas

im sick of lonely walkin
all day, maybe ill start joggin
pick up the pace, then hit the ground running
show em out, wouldnt that be sunthin?
a homecoming

and im banking on falling right into your arms
and waking up in the golden light
lived a whole life waiting for the chosen time
till then im alone tonight

lonely walkin
to tomorrow
but tomorrows yesterday
how come to erase my sorrow
theres always a price to pay?

lonely walkin
to tomorrow
but tomorrows yesterday
how come to erase my sorrow
theres always a price to pay?

just lonely walking
you know what im talking bout?</sub>